my critical disease pt.2

"My critical disease

Some of them called it: Bipolar - mixed

Some of them said to me: You are depressed

I say to all of them: I am me

: me in me, with this critical disease spreading to every inch of my life so:

I have it all.

Time to time, I am Generalized Anxiety Disorder

with trembling and shaking included.

When I am not in a mood, and if lights are on and walls are teared down: in that way, I am hypomanic.

And the other way around,

If my critical disease running miles in me, violantly

So then: I say I am pain, I am migraine.

But I am only human.

When my limits crossed, I am ice on fire

Burning up the pages of my life while my feets are cold.

And my heart is tired,

Still I try though

Cause I believe, they all were ment to be.

As like once I belong to me, then I forget who I were.

And I am still try to love this life that I have,

with all my unsolved-problems and solutionless-questions"